Taking a break from Spirit Release and intrusive energy clearing

For the foreseeable future, I will be taking a break from all Spirit Release work to focus my time and energy on creative projects. While Spirit Release is both beautiful and necessary, it is an eliminative process, not a creative one. I’ve found that when I am very frequently clearing, it is hard to switch gears and bring new, imaginative, and bright things into the world.

Since my interview about Dark Energy with Dana Whitby on the Athena Rising Podcast in May, I have been overwhelmed with requests for clearing. Now is a time when this work is much in demand. To help meet this need more broadly, and to empower others to activate and clear for themselves and others, I am continuing to offer the New Lightbody Activation for Now and Lightbody for Clearing workshops to advanced energy workers. If you are interested in learning more about or scheduling either of these workshops, please do reach out to me.

In the meantime, if you cannot find someone on your own that you trust or feel right about helping you clear intrusive energies, you are welcome to contact me for a referral via my contact form. You do not need to share the details of your experience. I will simply be giving you the name of someone who may be able to assist you.

Thank you.

You say you can clear me, but can you guarantee it?

When I tell people I clear dark energy, spirit attachments, and other intrusive energies from people, places, and things, most often I’ve already landed us on uncommon ground. It’s not something that lots of people do, and it’s not something that lots of people feel comfortable talking about in the first place. But like so many things in this material, physical world of ours — when you break both legs, for instance, or you find cockroaches and rats in your kitchen, or you’ve dropped your passport, glasses, and all your money down a 150-foot sheer crevasse in Morocco — it becomes pretty clear pretty quickly when you need some big time help.

Once in a great while, someone will reach out to me for help and then ask me “Do you guarantee this will work?”

If you hire a personal trainer, would you ask: “Do you guarantee that I will look like Jean Claude Van Damme when we’re done here?” Whether you have the genetic make-up or not, any coach or trainer worth his or her salt would answer: “That totally depends on you.”

Just as with anything spiritual, you must be part of the process. One may not purchase spiritual enlightenment or receive it as a gift from another. Similarly, when being cleared of intrusive energy, it’s really important that one takes personal responsibility to eject the energy (even in just wanting the energy gone and asking for help), to heal that which has been triggered during the energy’s presence, and to manage and protect one’s own energy moving forward.

Most people don’t ask for that money-back guarantee. They get that they play a big role in their own healing. After I clear them, they open themselves to learning how to manage their own energy so they don’t find themselves in a similar situation down the line. Every single person I’ve worked with like this has been 100% cleared of their intrusive energies.

There are four instances when I cannot — and no one else can either — clear intrusive energies from someone. It is not possible to clear intrusive energy when:

I do not have permission.

This may mean that I do not have the express consent of the person who is experiencing dark energy, which is always important, but it may also mean that Spirit is not giving me permission to proceed (even if the client really, really wants me to) because there is something, unknown to me, that is unfolding.

There is a higher personal lesson.

We make our life plans of our own free will as souls before we incarnate into each life. Life plans are powerful contracts with ourselves and others. As my Guide, Metatron, has taught me and all of us, Darkness, too, is of the light. There are times when people plan for dark energy in their lives to teach them very weighty lessons. Whether its to accelerate learning, or as a last-ditch effort to really, finally, ultimately get an important point across, I may not interfere with others’ personal lessons. In fact, I may unknowingly be a part of them. My responsibility is to always check this before I begin my work.

The person is calling the energy in.

When someone is actively calling dark energy into themselves in the name of personal power or prowess and has no intention of changing his or her practices after the clearing, I will not be given permission to clear. This beckoning of energy can be done in a variety of ways, through dark magic, rituals, incantations, or by intention. I have also seen this with people who want so very badly to be “spiritual” and to possess energetic power that even though they perhaps mean well, they refuse to protect themselves and others through ethical energy management. I see this also relatively frequently with drug addicts or heavy users.

When someone is experiencing spiritual emergence and/or emergency, her energy can be splintered, fractured, or simply cracked wide open. In this state, even though the person may not be consciously calling the energy to her, it comes. It passes through and overwhelms. Until the person finds the personal strength and wherewithal to close down and contain her energy, to bring herself back together, if you will, clearing her will be futile. In these cases, I am usually not granted permission by Spirit to proceed. In the cases where I am, I do what I can, but am clear with the person about what is happening. Other, different help may be far more beneficial to someone experiencing spiritual emergency.

The person is experiencing spiritual emergence/emergency.

I always check with Spirit, most often before I even email or call someone back, to learn if the person who is asking for help can be cleared, if I have the power to do it, and if Spirit will grant me permission to help them. If the answer is no to any of these questions, I will tell the client that I am not able to help. If they would like to know why, I will ask them permission to ask Spirit on their behalf and will share with them what I learn, in line with one or more of the four points above. If I am given permission to help, I will leave it with each person to decide whether I feel like a fit for them. It’s a personal choice. Always.

I am very good at what I do. I can say this confidently, but I also say it humbly, because every single day I learn something new. This is by design, using the meditation technique that I was taught by my guide and teacher, Metatron. He has given me the tools to learn and experience and to learn from experience, so that is what I do. I have spent years studying energies, learning how they work and why. I now teach advanced energy healers all over the world how to do this work that I do. I teach them how to learn in the doing of it. If we are not open to change and to learning as we go, we will eventually fail. This world and the energy of it and the energies in it are constantly changing so we must always adapt.

I went through my own experience with dark energy and know first-hand the experience. I do this work now to help people who are experiencing it, and in ways that no one could when I was going through it myself. I was relieved of the energy that was manipulating me, but the healer would not talk to me about it and would not answer any of my questions. I think now that is because he didn’t know the answers or was afraid of the energy. I am not afraid. And if I don’t know something, I will do my best to figure it out and share with you. If I still don’t know after having really tried to figure it out, I will tell you.

So can I guarantee that what I do will work? If you’re all in and I have clear permission from Spirit, yes. If you’re not and I don’t, no. But if it’s no, that no does not have to be a final answer. There is no end of the line. Ever. Come back to me when you are ready, and I will be here.


A first-hand account of Spirit Release and Energy Healing

 

This is a first-hand account of  Dark Energy Clearing, Spirit Releasement, and Energy Healing by my client, Tyler. I asked him if he would write a reference for me, figuring that he might pull together a few positive sentences based on his experience. This is what he sent instead. This thorough and deeply personal account is so full of hope and love and joy that I asked him permission to share it here. He agreed. My hope, and his, is that it will be a message directly to those who may be experiencing something similar, and that it will help them know that there is help available. Please know that while every clearing and healing experience brings relief, the experience is different for everyone. What Tyler shares here is his own.

— Marit

THERE IS HOPE

I am free! I truly mean that. My name is Tyler and I’ve written this account of my experience to help put your mind at ease and reinstate a strong sense of hope within your heart. If you want an in-depth explanation from first hand experience going through the process of Energy Clearing and Healing, then please do read on. Know that I love you and understand your pain.

First off, If you have come this far, putting the effort into investigating, reading, and considering spiritual cleansing (no matter the technique), chances are you or your loved one is in need of help. Deep down you probably already know or perhaps you’re just curious. Well here’s the type of information that I wished I’d found when doing my own research. In the following I will articulate in detail from start to finish, what my and my twin brother’s experiences were with this process.

However, before that I must praise our dear and beloved Marit Fischer. Maybe you have already sensed her love? Because I did right away. Plain and simple: I would be privileged to have her watch my back any day, and I’ll have her back anytime she asks. She is truly gifted and has a high level of understanding when it comes to spiritual healing of all sorts. I’m a firefighter and carpenter, as down to Earth as one can get, and yet, I don’t just believe in this… I know in it.

NOTE: Any comments I make in this account of knowledge about Spirit Release either come directly from Marit, my experiences, or the vast amount of research I have done on this topic.

MY EXPERIENCE PRIOR TO CLEARING:

I must state right away that there is absolutely nothing to fear by proceeding with this process. In fact, it could very well be the dark entities or energies that are imposing their will on you that are the ones promoting that fear. I know because I had some thing(s) do just that to me. I felt fear, anxiety, and a whole range of other negative emotions. I’m not going to go into describing what affected me because I do not want to honor the darkness. Although, it is necessary to acknowledge some of my symptoms to a degree, so you can perhaps identify with them.

Understand that your experience may not be as extreme as mine and my brother’s. Different energies and entities manifest in different ways in different people. I am aware now that a lot of things that went wrong in my life were due to negative influences attempting to fulfill their own agenda. This includes my drug use, behavior patterns that go along with it, and un-characteristic outbursts, actions and emotions. These were some of the less obvious things. It didn’t feel like me, but it was me. Just me, under the influence.

Some other examples are more obvious. Things like direct attacks by and/or confrontations with the entities in your head or on your body. If it’s to the point to where you’re experiencing them, you probably sense that there’s something there, and you might even feel crazy. Basically, my thoughts were clouded, and my emotions distorted or suppressed. I couldn’t find joy any more, and nothing really amused me. It got much worse than that but like I said, I don’t want to honor the darkness.

The worst part for me was that I could plan goals, knew I should be doing something healthy and different, but I just could not act on them for the life of me (not without summoning an extreme amount of inner will).

Throughout the last 13-14 years of my life I tried multiple treatment and rehabilitation facilities, 12-step, and different programs, but none of them could bring me out of addiction and the multitude of consequences that it entails. Rehab would be a quick temporary fix but then (now I realize), once I graduated from the program the energies that were attached to me would eventually come back or begin their work on me again. The high-vibe environment of the facilities would suppress enough of the entities (yes more than one) that were with me while there, enabling me to feel better, but then they would come back, bringing me down once again.

If you or someone you know has been struggling and is yet to overcome drug addiction, I would strongly recommend contacting Marit. Doing this cannot hurt.  I do not believe addiction is a disease in the way modern medicine or 12-Step programs describe it. I do believe that spirit attachments and dark energies or entities are a core issue here. I would know. I went through 13 years of battling drug addiction and this is the one thing that made me feel, almost instantly, how I would feel after two months of hard-earned sobriety. Maybe not entirely, but darn close to it. Now being sober is almost easy.  Due to Marit cleansing my brother and I, I am now very hopeful and confident in my ability to remain clean.

Understandably, this can seem overwhelming and definitely strange to some people who do not understand Spirit Release Therapy and energetic healing. Also, I understand that believing in it can be difficult, especially when you may be yet to have a spiritual experience of your own. Do your homework then. I’m writing this to help people because I know how it feels. I’m not religious but I do believe in light and love, and all I know is that it worked. And yes, it was absolutely noticeable. I will attest that it is absolutely real. Oh boy, is it real.

Just have faith and listen to Marit. She will guide you and aid you. Make note that if there is a dark entity present, communication with Marit may be minimal prior to your cleansing. Do not be insulted by this as there is good reason. For my case, Marit did confide in me briefly so I felt secure but that was it. She needs to protect herself as well. We don’t want to send something her way before she has a chance to set up her routine, right? So just entrust in her. She is an awesome person and will only send light and love your way. She knows what she’s doing.

Again, there is nothing to fear. Marit and the forces of light will prevail. I believe, due to my strong faith in Marit and the forces of good, that it boosted them, resulting in a magnificent healing. You can do this! It’s usually a simple process and it was for me. I knew I needed this. You are loved. I love you. You are of light and love, and light and love are of you. You and Marit will win.

THE CLEARING PROCESS:

This, for me, was the easy part. Marit will do her thing (ask her for details on the strategy, as it is personal). All I had to do was sit, relax, meditate, and clear my mind a bit. Then I took a walk for the latter half of the hour. I could’ve done anything really. Anything healthy, and anything other than try to impose on the process. Marit healed my brother and I remotely (we are on the East Coast of the U.S. and she is on the West) all within an hour’s time. Yes, she is gifted enough to do it clear across the country. Remember, it’s all done energetically. Time and space do not apply as they do here in the physical. Remote healing is certainly possible.

Before I knew it, as I was walking. I started to feel lighter. I began to go faster and faster! Then I felt a sensation much like that when you get off of a treadmill and it feels like you’re still getting propelled forward. So of course I started to jog. Not sure why, but I think it has something to do with a deep sense of newly reinstated freedom. A victory lap if you will.

Right away I started to notice a difference. I began to see more vividly, hear better, and even breath deeper. Other than that, it was some minor tingly sensations around my heart and head. The more intense, better stuff comes later. My brother had similar sensations but some specific ones were different. So I assume this part, the healing, can be somewhat different for everyone, as it is personal. Marit can see with assistance from Spirit what ails you, in order to direct the healing to where it counts. Oh yes, it certainly does count.

THE AFTERMATH – SAME DAY:

This is where the miracle begins to happen. I’ll explain this the best I can. Once Marit was done with her hour-long session she contacted me to let me know she was finished. She advised me on what to expect and what she “saw” — very efficiently and in specific detail I might add.

As the hours passed after the session, I began to notice peculiar and equally awesome changes. The initial ones during the session were great, but then I started to change as a whole. The only way I can describe it is that my perspective changed. I had this overwhelming sense of well-being and a knowledge that I was going to be just fine. Like a dark veil had been lifted. The love came back into my heart and I could feel it growing. I no longer had that fear or anxiety. As a matter of fact, the anxiety I had about the future, and going about changing my life was gone. I found myself chuckling and giggling over nothing.

Everything became better. Music sounded more awesome. I became more interested in simple things. My artistic skills were fine-tuned. And my family was no longer arguing. Actually, they were (and still are) showing a large magnitude of love toward one another, the way it should be.  Truly magnificent is this healing process!

It was at this point I realized the magnitude of impact these dark beings had on me and my loved ones. I believe that spirit and entity attachments are much more common than we are led to, or allow ourselves to believe. Most of the time, they want to be unknown or misunderstood. After all, it’s their objective to remain in the shadows and have the people they’re influencing fulfill their needs without knowing that’s what they’re doing. Someone does not have to spit green bile and have their head spin to be so-called “possessed,” or spiritually compromised. Cunning and conniving they are but not more powerful then we are. And that is why you should seek this help. Because if you even suspect that this is the issue, chances are, in my opinion, it is. Do not fear, you are in good hands.

THE FIRST NIGHT:

This is where most people might describe a literal “miracle” happening. What happened this first night is a direct result of what Marit had guided toward me, with the aid of the light-workers. Here’s what happened:

My brother and I sleep in the same room so communication of our developing experiences was open. As I lay down for bed, still wide awake with excitement, I began to feel direct energy applied to my body. It was here or there in some spots but then it was very strong and obvious in others. It mostly felt like a warm, tingly sensation vibrating really fast. It wasn’t painful but it was a little uncomfortable at times.

Specifically, in my third eye chakra (my forehead) it felt like someone was stitching together the energy that makes up that chakra.  This was very noticeable, and it actually made the muscles in my forehead contract a little. Then there was the truly miraculous instance. I spoke out loud saying, “There is a section of my back where I have pulled it before and I get pain there. Can you heal that for me, please?” Because, at this point I knew there were healers present. I couldn’t see them but I could sure feel them. This part is absolutely true. I have no reason to lie anyway. No more than 10 seconds after saying that, someone came behind me on my bed making it creek and sag a little. It felt like they put their knee on my butt and a hand on my shoulder, pressing me down to the bed. No worries, it was done gently. It was followed by energy vibrating in that spot of my back. My back has felt great since! Thank you, healers! For real… and the whole room smelled like flowers! Yeah, flowers right? Haha! So cool.

My brother had his own experience, most of it directed towards his heart and chest area. I tell you this to give you hope that an experience like this is not something unheard of. Marit can help send the healing that is necessary, to the specific part needed.

This can happen for you. All you have to do is believe and trust Marit, giving her your permission. There is so much more that happened to me but it would take far too much writing to describe it all. I put the time and effort in writing this because I want others to have peace of mind. To help you understand what this is like and that it’s not something taboo, or far out, or “unrealistic.”

I was raised with a great family in a good neighborhood, and yet, this happened to me. Call Marit and do yourself, and your family a favor. God bless, love and light to you.

“Alone we are strong but together we are mighty.”

Winnipeg Sacred Lightbody Workshop

The last weekend in May, I traveled to Winnipeg, Manitoba to teach a two-day workshop on The New Sacred Lightbody Meditation for Now. In the workshop, “Lightbody Activation to Clear, Shift, and Heal,” I passed along the meditation that Metatron has taught me and has asked me to share with others. After understanding this meditation’s roots in sacred geometry, and exploring the activation of ourselves through it, we focused on clearing intrusive energies from ourselves and others and energetic healing once those energies are gone.

I am honored to have been invited to teach this brilliant and joyful group of seven lightworkers, whose talents, passions, and professions include spiritual regression therapy, channeling, energy work, shamanism, teaching, sacred object artistry, and animal telepathy.

If you are interested in learning more about these Sacred Lightbody workshops, please contact me.

Thanks for having me, Winnipeg!

Healing a Curse and Shifting the Planet — a Past Life Regression Session with Caroline.

In January, I met with Caroline, a 39-year-old PhD working in research and administration. She is a deeply spiritual person, highly in tune with herself and others. She has had many profound spiritual experiences in her life, with a spiritual practice that includes communicating directly with the ascended masters on a regular basis. Mother Mary is her spirit guide. She has an air of confidence and glowing beauty. She has recently been doing deep energetic healing work and clearing on herself, which triggered an intense bout of off-the-scale anger towards one of her lifelong best friends, Noelle. This anger was palpable and entirely out of character and lasted for about a week. She asked an energy worker friend for help and this woman had a vision and associated understanding that many lifetimes ago, these two were working in “witchcraft” of some sort and Noelle’s persona stole something from Caroline, from her throat. Caroline had no idea what this was about but wanted to find out.

For a while now, she has also experienced sleeplessness, lack of energy, neck pain, upper back pain, teeth grinding/clenching, poor memory, and has tested positive for hypothyroidism.

I did a body scan and physical bridge right into an episode of terror. Through body therapy and much catharsis, we cleared away all energy from what turned out to be her murder to explore the life.

In this life, Caroline is a boy, Alizar, from another planet, another galaxy. He has incarnated into the lineage of Merlin in 312 BC with the specific task of healing humans and protecting them from those who are playing in dark magic, not using magic responsibly. There are forces of darkness on the planet as well, out to hinder the light. (She spoke here about how the dark energy is at work now as well by attaching to light workers who are open and unaware, taking control of them and forcing them to do their bidding. Having experienced this firsthand, I said: “I am aware.”)

The human family into which Alizar is born was DNA-coded with the ability to do magic, but since he is from another planet, another galaxy, he is even more powerful than they. No one knew of his special extra powers. He is very careful to keep them secret, though as, in that life, he himself is aware of his extra-planetary origins.

At 12 years old, he becomes very close friends with a smart, “robust” boy. They are like brothers, inseparable. Because of the boy’s keen interest in magic, Alizar decides he wants to teach him. This is frowned upon. His family warns him against this, but Alizar is sure and stubborn and does it anyway. Eventually the family concedes. Magic is very difficult to learn if you don’t have the DNA coding, but the boy does very well.

Alizar’s magic is pure Source energy but there are many dimensions to it. The most healing, condensed form of magic energy was created on the planet from which Alizar originated. He can access it easily, but he hides his powers to keep himself safe.

Things go well until Alizar tries to teach the boy how to conjure fire in his hands. The boy grows frustrated when he cannot do it. Until now, the boy has considered himself a peer of Alizar. A seed of jealousy and self-doubt has been planted. Around this time, a physician from another village approaches the boy about being his apprentice. The boy tells this man that he is already learning to heal. The physician promises more, and faster. The boy continues to work with Alizar.

TRANSCRIPT OF THE REST OF THE SESSION

M: Move forward to the next significant event in your relationship. 1-2-3-Now. What’s happening?

C: We’re older now and someone has come in with a terrible illness. There’s a bad illness, a plague going around, and this is a special case. This person. We’ve been working on people who have this and we’re able to help most people. The only cases where we can’t is when they’re too far gone by the time they come to see me. I have my own practice now. I’m known around my village as an herbalist, but I use magic on everyone that comes in.

M: Is this part of your cover?

C: Yes. Because the land where I live we’re not supposed to be practicing magic. It’s not a huge deal. We don’t have to totally hide it yet. It’s coming where we have to go completely underground, but at this point in time it’s just something that… it’s kind of like now where people might say they’re doing Reiki on someone, or maybe they practice Reiki, but they don’t tell everyone at their day job. So it’s kinda like that. It’s not completely taboo yet, but it’s starting to get there. And it’s because of the work of the other gentleman that my friend is spending time with, unbeknownst to me.

M: Oh, so they continued their relationship?

C: They continued their relationship. And this special case of the plague… it’s the plague that everybody has, but this old man has angered someone and there’s a mixture of curse and plague in his body. My friend is not able to help him and the reason why… and I didn’t know this at the time… I just had my eyes so closed. Part of my anger is at myself because I should have seen. I was totally blinded.

But this old man came in and Baltha — the boy’s name is Balthazar — Balthazar tried to heal him but he was unable to because part of it was dark magic that he had actually helped create. So he wasn’t able to heal him because he was coming from the same place that this curse was coming from. You can’t. Like does not heal like. Healing takes place from Source, from divinity. You can’t use a curse or dark magic to heal a curse or dark magic. You actually can use it to heal some things that are on the viral and bacterial level, interestingly enough, but you can’t use it to heal curses. So what he was doing wasn’t working, and I didn’t quite realize why at the time.

So I took over. Balthazar became very angry with me. He became visibly angry with me for the first time. He knocked over some our herbs and tools and threw a pitcher of water down at the ground and he stormed out. I was very surprised at this outburst. I didn’t expect that from him.

M: Is he jealous?

C: He’s partially… it’s not quite jealousy. What it really is, what I understand now, is that he’s angry at himself. But what it’s coming out as is jealousy. I’m not doing anything that he couldn’t have learned to do himself had he just taken a little more time to learn. He’s growing impatient. And the man, the physician, that he’s also training under, unbeknownst to me, at this time, is… he knows… he’s aware that he’s my apprentice. And he’s trying to undo that bond. He’s planting doubt and discouragement in Balthazar’s mind because he wants him to fully apprentice with him. He feels that it’s in his own best good for him to be with him. And I’m just completely blind to all of this going on.

M: Is the man aware of who you are?

C: No, he’s not. He just knows that I’m the person in my family that Balthazar is working with. He is aware that we work with magic because Balthazar has told him. He’s confided in him. But he doesn’t know that I am who I am. He doesn’t know where I came from. If he had known, he probably would have tried to kill me.

He’s still around. This man is still in my life today.

M: Who is this man?

C: This man is my father.

M: Let’s move ahead to the next significant event at the count of 3. 1-2-3-Now. What are you aware of?

C: I’m feeling… sorrow. I’m seeing a fire. And I know that… Balthazar has caused this fire. (Cries.)

M: Tell me about the fire.

C: There’s a fire. It’s in a home. It’s one of the villager’s homes. And there’s a woman and a baby inside. And there’s a woman and a baby inside. And Balthazar has started this fire with them inside. (Cries.) This is my family inside! Balthazar told me it was an accident. But I know that it wasn’t now. It was my wife and my new baby inside. (Cries.) And I can’t save them.

He waited until I was gone. He thought I wasn’t coming back that night but I did. I had a terrible feeling that I had to come home but it was already too late.

He said that a candle had tipped over inside, that it must have been that, but I know that he started it. (Cries for about 2 minutes.)

M: Tell me what you are aware of.

C: I just watch from the outside. My whole entire home is in flames.

M: Is he with you?

C: He’s standing on the side of the yard. He’s watching. As soon as I see him there, he runs up to me. He was watching the fire and he didn’t know that I knew he was there, but as soon as he realized that I knew he was there he ran to me.

People are coming. It’s in the middle of the night. People are coming now with buckets of water. The whole village has come out to try to put the fire out but I know that it’s too late. I know there is nothing that can be done. And he comes up to me and he hugs me. He holds me. He tells me that he is so sorry. He’s my friend. And he’s there for me. His heart is broken too.

M: Look into the back-story and tell me why he did this.

C: He did this because he wanted to destroy me. Because he knew that I loved my wife more than anything else in the world. That she was more important to me than anything… I would have done anything for her. He had some feelings towards her but it wasn’t… it wasn’t the reason why. The reason was to hurt me.

M: Think of your wife and tell me, do you know this soul?

C: Yes, this is my baby now. (Cries.) And… the baby was… my husband now! (Laughs.)

M: Did you come to awareness that Balthazar was behind the fire during this lifetime?

C: You know, I did… but the way that he came to me and held me and cried with me and was there with me 100% after, I just doubted myself. And I’ve always been trained never to doubt myself, never to doubt my connection with knowing. But I just never… I just pushed that thought away because of his genuineness with me in that moment and in the weeks and months forward. That I just… that is where my break with trusting myself started to happen. My departure from where I’ve always been connected with my origins.

M: And coming to understand this now, will this heal you moving forward in Caroline’s life as well?

C: Absolutely. Caroline is so conflicted most of the time because she still has access to all of that knowing because of where she comes from, and there’s a break in that that she… it’s not a real break, but it’s a departure from her being settled in that, with trusting that, with knowing. Even just knowing is enough now. And so that is healed. That has come to conclusion.

But with Balthazar though, he truly was my absolute dearest friend. And I was closer with him than with anyone else in the world — even my own siblings and my own parents. And so I just can’t accept that he has betrayed me and that this betrayal has come as far as it has. Up until this point [here with you]. So I just won’t accept it. The information is there but I won’t accept it.

M: Let’s come back to that relationship with Balthazar in a moment, ok?

C: Ok.

M: I want you to move ahead to the next significant event. 1-2-3-Now. What are you aware of?

C: He’s trying to kill me. (Stress, heavy breathing. This was the entry point into this past life, and we had released energy through body therapy at the onset of the session.)

M: Tell me what’s happening.

C: He’s put a field around me and he’s lifting me up.

M: Tell me what happens.

C: He’s lifting me up with his magnetic field. And he’s raising me up. He has a claw that is from the physician. It’s a silver eagle’s claw and it has red jewels in it and it’s meant to take the power from light workers/magic workers like myself. It’s specifically a tool that has been made… has been cast specifically for that. And he takes this claw and he’s thrusting it at my throat and he rips my throat out. And in doing this he takes my power away from me, and he takes my life! He rips my power from me. (Cries)

He’s raised me above the ground and as soon as he takes my power from me he thrusts me to the ground and I collapse and he takes the claw and he has my throat and he has my golden jewel of my voice. He’s found that’s where my power is kept in my lineage — not my earthly lineage but my galactic, my origin, my planet lineage. That’s where we keep our power. That’s where we hide it and he found out. He took it from me and now I’m dead.

(Pause for a moment then starts laughing.) Oh, this is hilarious. He takes it, and runs to the physician’s den and he tried to put it in his own throat, which is ridiculous. You can’t do that! (Laughs.) He can’t have it for himself. That’s so ridiculous!

M: Because when it’s out of you, is it dead?

C: It just doesn’t belong to him, so it’ll never work for him. (Laughs.) He can’t have it. It’s like a fish sawing the arm off a human and then trying to use it. It would never work. It just doesn’t work that way. But… he’s glad that he did it. He’s glad that I don’t have that power anymore. He’s foolish. He doesn’t understand that there are millions of beings like myself in this universe and there are several hundred of us on this planet alone. So by taking away my power, he knocked me out for the count for a little while but he certainly couldn’t do what he wanted. But he keeps it. He’s binding it to himself energetically, magically. He’s binding it to himself and he carries that with him through every lifetime. He carries it with him as sort of a talisman, as sort of a charm.

M: So Noelle still carries that now?

C: She doesn’t anymore. She just gave it back to me a few days ago. (This is a development resulting from Caroline’s own energy work.)

M: Ok.

C: I carry it with me now. But I don’t know… Caroline doesn’t know how to… It needs to be merged… it needs to be healed back in. So it’s sitting there. She feels a fullness in her throat. She feels that it’s there but it’s not reconnected yet. Marit, you can reconnect that for her. For us.

M: I understand. We can do that together. (This was alluded to in a channeled conversation with Spirit I’d had a few days earlier. Suddenly that conversation made sense to me.)

C: Yes.

M: We will do that today, ok?

C: Ok.

M: Hmm. I was just told the other day that I’m good at exactly this type of work. (Laughs.)

C: Yes. You are.

M: Who is Ezekhai? (The name the Spirit that came to me a few days before gave. He came to talk about my work and specialization in “Energy Transfusion,” that spoke of my work in regards to the Shift, the reactivation of dormant parts of humans’ DNA. I felt at this point that he was connected to this story in some way.)

C: Ezekhai is my brother. Ezekhai is my brother who is very torn. He knows about all this and he doesn’t know what to do… I see Ezekhai going to the physician’s den. He told him. He’s the one who told him. I don’t know how he knows this information.

M: I want you to go to the point now just after your heart stops beating. On the count of three. 1-2-3-Now. I want you to look at the body and tell me, has all the soul left the body?

C: No.

M: Where is it?

C: The hands and the abdomen.

M: Do you know why you’re holding on to energy there in the body?

C: That’s where my power came through. That was the gateway that came from Source, my power, where I get my energy from, where I do my healing work. There’s interdimensional gateways in my hands that… they stayed. That’s where they stayed. Those gateways, they’re structures, they’re energetic structures that I’m supposed to take with me when I move from body to body, but this time it was a combination of the shock and betrayal and the trauma of it that I exited too quickly and I left that behind.

M: Tell me, can you simply return to the body and take back what’s yours?

C: Yes. Yes.

M: Will you do that now?

C: Yes.

M: I want you to energetically put back what’s yours right into you.

C: It’s back.

M: How does that feel?

C: It feels whole. It feels amazing. It feels like my hands are back on again. It feels like my hands have not been on. They’ve been missing for hundreds and hundreds of years.

M: Good. And they’ll be with you forever now. Ok. What emotions are you taking with you from this life you’ve relived?

C: I’m taking back my trust. I’m taking back my knowing. I’m taking my knowing. I’m taking back my trust for myself. I’m taking back my powers. They’re coming back and they’re going to be in full force. And Caroline is going to continue to do all kinds of work. She’s always been doing work on other levels. But she’s going to start doing work on the physical realm because this power is back. And it’s going to come very easily to her. She’s going to be very surprised at first.

M: Do you have any advice for her?

C: Caroline needs to know that the first thing that she needs to do when she gets ready is to center herself in her heart; picture her golden heart — she’ll know what that means — connect that with the golden jewel of her voice and all her power comes from there, comes from those two places. They have to be linked together to do her work. And actually, that’s also why she’s been able to do some of this work because she had half of the puzzle. She had one piece. But she was missing the other piece. And no one knows yet about the heart piece so it’s still safe. But she’s protected now anyway, having gone through that. She’ll never lose either one of those again. It’s coming back. It’s already starting to come back now. To reconnect. You have to put the final piece in with your special power, but it’s starting to reconnect now.

M: Because there’s understanding of the story. Sometimes that’s important.

C: She needs your help for the final keys. You are a special type of key holder. You’re very unique in your field. Not everybody who does this work has the keys that you have. And so she’s here with you for a very specific reason as will be other people who come to you. They’ll be drawn to you because of these keys that you hold. This is very sacred. This is something that is to be treated with absolute trust and honor. It’s a very special thing that you hold. And I know that you’ll hold it with all of the care that it needs.

M: Will I come to understand it more and more as I go?

C: Yes, you will. But you have to use it to understand it. So as you use it more and more… You’ll get some really important pieces today… but you’ll be an absolute master with these keys in not too much time. Just remember to use them. Just remember that you have access to these keys. And you can think of them literally as keys if you want to.

M: I was just going to ask that. (Laughs.) Ok. So tell me what else I’m thinking…

C: (Laughs.)

M: Where do I hold the keys?

C: You hold them in your hands. You really are… you’ve already been using them. You know how to use them. It’s with your whole energy field. They come through with your hands. You’re using your whole energy field to wield them.

M: Thank you for telling me.

C: Thank you for using them.

M: I’d like you to move into the spirit realm to a special place where you can meet with Balthazar. Tell me when you’re there.

C: Ok. I’m there.

M: And Balthazar is there?

C: Yes.

M: What do you have to say to this soul?

C: (Deep breath.) I need to tell you first and foremost, Balthazar, that everything you need is already within you. You don’t need my gifts. You don’t need my power. My power actually weakens you because it takes your focus off your own power. In trying to pursue what belongs to me, as you’ve done, lifetime after lifetime, you’ve only weakened yourself. And the time has come that that has got to end. You are beautiful, amazing, powerful, deeply spiritual, deeply gifted, very special being and you need to start the healing process into why have foregone your own healing power, your own magic, and that comes from a story that you need to begin to explore now. You’ve only behaved in this way because of your own story, your own history. Your life is calling upon you to end this now.

And I need you to know that I completely forgive you. That this part of me and this part of you are forever interconnected. And I love you and I will always love you. And I thank you for all that you’ve brought to me. I forgive you and I love you. And I am forever indebted to you for the service that you’ve done for me. Because in taking away my golden jewel, I had to only rely on my heart’s jewel, and in doing so, my heart’s jewel has evolved many, many levels. And now that the two have come back together again, I am actually stronger than I ever was before. So I thank you for that. I see the higher intention in what you’ve done for me. And I thank you. And I hope that many gifts and understandings come your way, as I know that they now will, now that we have been able to resolve this at this level.

M: What does Balthazar say?

C: Balthazar is still not quite convinced that he, actually she, really has her own power. She feels that she doesn’t have any power of her own at all… not even a normal human level of power. So I need to help Balthazar. I need to help her so she can learn to understand that. But I have to do that very, very carefully. She has to learn it on her own or else she won’t learn it. I can’t tell her how to do it so I have to do it from the energetic level, from this level, and I have to come from underneath. This isn’t actually something that can be done right now. This is something that’s going to need to be done in the coming weeks and months, so not too far off. But it has to be done by Caroline, and it has to be done through some encouragement and allowance. Caroline can’t do anything for her. She just has to allow Noelle to do things for herself. It’s going to be a process for her, but she will get there. She will get there. Her own healing has to come in her own time. And she’s not ready right now.

Noelle will be ready this year. Maybe next year, depending on how stubborn she wants to be. But if she keeps doing work with energy — Reiki and her own energy work, she can hasten the process but it will be for sure this lifetime. It will take between three months and two years.

M: Tell me, when you look at your relationship with Balthazar/Noelle, specifically for the life you just relived, was there a soul contract or agreement?

C: We were bound to this. Oh yes, absolutely. We were bound just as sure as a nail is bound into a wall with a hammer… until someone comes along with the other side of the hammer to pull it out. (Laughs.) There is no other way that it could be.

M: And this, right here in this office right now, is this the culmination of the lesson?

C: Yes, this is the lesson. This is the healing.

M: Why now?

C: Because Caroline has been doing so much. This occurring is so deep. It’s the deepest thing that she’s ever had to work out in the human realm. She’s done so much clearing. She’s done so much work during her life, even before any of this reset work came along. She’s really stayed so committed to this, but some of this simply was not accessible to her until now. And doing the reset [Brainskey] work, it didn’t clear it the way that it clears most things. Most things are on… you can think of it as if you have layers of Jell-O or something, and each layer of Jell-O had a different layer of fruit in it. After one layer was cooled and molded, then another layer was poured on top of it. And the reset… if there were three layers, the reset gets down between one and 2 ½ layers and it clears everything, like, all the layers of fruit inside. (Laughs.) It just depends on what people are ready for, what they want out of it. Some people don’t get much out of it at all, and some people go really, really deep. Caroline has asked to go really, really deep. It’s difficult. It’s painful. But it’s nothing compared to carrying this around for lifetimes and lifetimes. And she’s aware of that. And she absolutely demanded that this become resolved now. And she’s finished. She’s done. She’s resolved that contract. On every level necessary, she completed that contract and she’s ready for what is next. This was the one thing that was really keeping her back, because it’s part of her. It’s actually like an organ to the type of being that Caroline is. It is like one of her organs. She can’t really move on until she had it back. She had to get it back now.

M: Are you ready to put it back?

C: Yes!

M: Reach out and take it. Hold it in your hands. Describe it for me. Look at it and describe it for me.

C: (Deep sigh.) It’s very complex. It’s interdimensional. It’s pure golden liquid light. And it has eons and eons of information stored in it. It’s almost like a piece of DNA, for our type of being. So we have physical bodies too and they are very humanoid, but we have an energy body that’s much more advanced and sophisticated… I don’t want to say advanced because that makes it sound, well, you know what I mean, it’s just further evolved. It’s just more evolved, that’s all. Our galaxy has been around… for, I mean, you can’t even really understand in human language… but suffice it to say it’s been around a lot longer than Earth’s galaxy so it’s just had more time to evolve. By the time Earth evolves to that point, the beings that originate from here will also be that evolved, but it just takes time. So this is very complex. It’s geometry that has layers and layers and layers and layers, and they’re all intertwined, and crossing over each other. And it’s all sacred geometry. So you know the golden ratio?

M: Yes.

C: It’s made like the golden ratio so it’s like a fractal. But there are so many dimensions to it. So the first dimension it starts to exist on is the 101st dimension. So it’s basically… it’s almost like a heart, but it’s not a heart, we have a heart, but it’s part of our energy body. It’s part of our light body. It’s our direct connection with Source and with our families, with our own lineage. And it’s our birthright to carry that through every body wherever we go. We are a people of healers and we go to all kinds of different galaxies and worlds in order to do our work. That’s why Caroline came here. This is the seat of all the work that we do. In it’s in this golden jewel.

M: I want you to put it back where it belongs.

C: (Deep breaths. Powerful breathing. She holds her hands out like holding a ball.)

M: I’m going to going to touch the edges of your hands.

(I can feel the energy. My hands are like cold fire. Tingling. I instinctively reach out and connect her pinkies with mine, spreading my fingers like hers and connecting our hands into a semi-circle with my thumbs.)

C: (Quietly, emotionally.) OK. (More deep breaths.)

M: Now I’m touching my hands together.

C: Use your keys to lock it in place.

M: (I know where to move my hands. To her throat, her heart, her crown. Sealing. Feeling Source energy flowing through my whole body and out through my hands. Two minutes pass while we do this.)

It’s done.

C: (Opens her eyes.) I can’t see at all. Oh my god, Marit! I’m just being reminded that we’re relatives of Metatron!

M: Just keep your eyes closed and take deep breaths. Just fully experience what it’s like now to be whole.

(Two minutes pass. I am acutely aware that someone is here that needs to speak with S. I feel that it’s her Guide, but I feel it might also be members of her Council.)

 M: Stay in the Spirit Realm for a moment. Go back there. You have one more meeting, ok?

C: (Whispers.) Ok.

M: Some people want to talk to you.

C: Ok.

M: That’s it. Right back into it. So whole now. Good.

C: It feels so good. (Tears streaming down cheeks.)

M: Is someone coming to you now?

C: Yeah.

M: Who’s there?

C: There’re three women, but one of them is in front. And she’s draped in… it’s Mother Mary.

M: And you recognize her, yes?

C: (Whispers.) Yes. (Deep sighs.) And then she’s with Mary Magdalene and Grandmother Anna. Her mother. The three of them are coming. They’re holding out their hands and there’s light coming out and they’re celebrating. They’re pouring their love into me, and into Balthazar. We’re both, we’re all in the same soul family. And they’re saying that it’s time to start doing my work that I’m here for. And to be consciously doing it, not just doing it from their side.

M: Because that’s important right now on Earth, right?

C: Yeah. I have to know that.

M: It’s part of the Shift.

C: Yeah. It is. It’s the critical piece.

M: Yes.

C: Yeah. So they’re just saying that… in this lifetime, I need to be regularly connecting with them so they can reteach me how to be using my power and where to target it and what work I need to be doing. And there’re specific things. Part of it is with people but a lot of it is with tectonic plates. And with the structure of the Earth. I’ve been doing a lot of work on that from the Spirit Realm on an energetic level, consciously and unconsciously, but it’s time to start working on it from a physical, conscious level, so I’m going to be working on it with those three because… they’re the “Chief Executives” of this project right now. So they’re going to be coming to me regularly to help me, to direct me in what to do and to reteach me how.

M: Do they want to take you somewhere? (Feeling this to be true.)

C: Yes. I’m getting a couple different images. One of them is back to my old village where this all happened and another… is kind of like a rainbow. There’s like an energetic rainbow realm. Maybe I need to connect the two? I’m not sure.

M: Follow their lead and do what they ask you to do.

C: Ok. So we’re going… first we’re going back to the house. They’re putting rainbow light… a many dimensional sphere, not a sphere but a many faceted sphere, what would you call that? Like the Epcot Center [pentakis dodecahedron]. It’s a rainbow light around that place, and that’s actually important. It’s important because… why? Because I have to go back to that place when I do some of my healings and step inside that rainbow. And it’s not because that’s where I died. It’s because that’s a sacred piece of land. It’s a vortex right there. And so when I go to any healing work, I need to go and step inside of that, and come to that place. It just happens to be where I was also killed.

M: Is that significant?

C: It’s significant because that is why it was so powerful, why I couldn’t rid myself of this curse until now. It was done in a spot that would make it hold. So Balthazar had no idea what he was doing. He was a puppet for some darker forces that were starting to come on the planet at that time. Now that one is cleared away. Oh, so we’re also healing that spot. There were some dark forces planted there. Oh, ok. So that’s part of how they do their work through the light workers of the world. They do it through their energetic field, but they also do it where they’re anchored in this world if they came from another galaxy. So we’re healing that, and restoring it, so it’s a temple. It’s a temple now. We’re turning it back into a temple. It’s a really powerful vortex where energy comes into this world from my own galaxy. It’s a doorway. It’s a gateway there. So that’s why it needs to be healed. So they’re doing that work there right now. There’s Metatron, too, with the divine feminine. Ah, so that energy came from a very sickly dark masculine, but that’s only part of it… (Shivers.) Oh, it’s very dark! But they’re healing it. They’re clearing it out.

M: Are you helping? Watching?

C: Now I’m helping, and so is my family from my galaxy. Oh, it’s getting very hot. There’s a group of my family, from my galaxy on the other side, and they’re working together with the three women and myself, and Balthazar is there too. She has to be part of this process. She didn’t know what she was doing and she is very remorseful of that, but it’s all OK, it’s all part of the story of this planet. So we’re healing it; we’re sealing it; we’re locking it in.

M: Will it remain a vortex?

C: Yes, it’s a vortex where Caroline needs to go when she does her healing work, but anyone, anyone, any of the light workers can go there. You are of this lineage as well and this is where your work will be most powerful. It’s… in northern England. It’s just a lot of green grasses around. It’s a giant sphere like Epcot and it’s made out of rainbow and golden light and there’s a grid around it of white light and that’s the security around it, so you can walk in. Nothing that is of sinister energy can come into that space but anyone who is going to do healing work can walk into that space and do it from there and it will open up like crazy, so much healing energy will come through that it will blow your mind. It’s really powerful. It’ll be easy. You won’t have to work for it. It’ll just be open now. And it’s just there to be used.

M: Tell me something. I’m going to hold your hand for a second. Is this the place that I learned of just a few days ago? (In my communication with Spirit.)

C: Yes. Yes. I’m seeing an animal. And it’s… and it’s a lamb… it’s just there to signify purity. There is an absolute and total purity in this space that you can go into. You can take your clients in. You can source your healing energy from this place.

M: Thank you.

C: You’re welcome.

M: Tell me this: was it on purpose that you were killed in this place? Was it planned beforehand on a soul level?

C: On the soul level, absolutely. Yes. And the reason is that this is the time, right now, that these shifts are happening on the planet and it’s time for all of this to become unlocked. So what actually happened… it’s so funny… the dark forces are not really… I mean, what they don’t understand is that they actually end up helping the evolution of the light. So there isn’t really the true darkness that we think of in the dark forces, but that place had to be closed down for all of this time. It had to go into hibernation. And it was locked into that because of what happened when I was killed there. It kind of… well, it was this open vortex and it had to close, and in opening it at this point in time, there are a lot of different dimensions that are open that were not able to be open before, and so now they can be open and they can just be completely unhindered — just this flood of absolute healing light and energy coming into this planet. It’s helping to lead to the end of duality. It’s contributing to the end of duality. It’s here to be a support structure in place of duality, because duality is a physical support structure of this universe and that’s all shifting now, and so this is one vortex of many that will be opening in the coming months. It’s all happening very quickly now. But this is the first one. There is a code, that when it opens the other ones can open up and begin to supply the new support structure for non-duality in the new universe. It’s not just on the Earth level, it’s on the universal level.

M: Tell me this as well: was it planned that you and I were to do that today?

C: Yes. (Very long pause.) You didn’t know you were part of the big universal plan to begin to shift the entire structure of the universe did you? (Laughs.)

M: No…

Well, there’s more of that coming. So just listen to it, be in tune to it, and do what it tells you to do. It’s a clear channel for you. It’s wide open. It’s easy access. So you might have to do some things, so just trust it and do it.

M: Ok. Does Mother Mary have anything else for you to do before you wake up? Follow her lead.

C: She’s handing me a set of keys. She says: “you’ll know what to do with these when the time comes.” It’s going to help with locking in the structure of these changes. But I need to keep these keys with me. I need to keep them in my heart center.

M: All right. Is your work here done today?

C: Yes. Thank you so much.

I bring Caroline back to consciousness.

The next week, Caroline reported back to me that she has been sleeping well; she has stopped grinding her teeth; she has lots of energy; and she has no more pain in her neck and back. She has yet to be tested again for hypothyroidism. Her anger with Noelle is completely gone. Since we met, Caroline and I both have had several powerful meditations and channels about this session, learning more about each of our souls and our roles in healing and Shifting the planet right now. Noelle continues on her own spiritual path.