A first-hand account of Spirit Release and Energy Healing

 

This is a first-hand account of  Dark Energy Clearing, Spirit Releasement, and Energy Healing by my client, Tyler. I asked him if he would write a reference for me, figuring that he might pull together a few positive sentences based on his experience. This is what he sent instead. This thorough and deeply personal account is so full of hope and love and joy that I asked him permission to share it here. He agreed. My hope, and his, is that it will be a message directly to those who may be experiencing something similar, and that it will help them know that there is help available. Please know that while every clearing and healing experience brings relief, the experience is different for everyone. What Tyler shares here is his own.

— Marit

THERE IS HOPE

I am free! I truly mean that. My name is Tyler and I’ve written this account of my experience to help put your mind at ease and reinstate a strong sense of hope within your heart. If you want an in-depth explanation from first hand experience going through the process of Energy Clearing and Healing, then please do read on. Know that I love you and understand your pain.

First off, If you have come this far, putting the effort into investigating, reading, and considering spiritual cleansing (no matter the technique), chances are you or your loved one is in need of help. Deep down you probably already know or perhaps you’re just curious. Well here’s the type of information that I wished I’d found when doing my own research. In the following I will articulate in detail from start to finish, what my and my twin brother’s experiences were with this process.

However, before that I must praise our dear and beloved Marit Fischer. Maybe you have already sensed her love? Because I did right away. Plain and simple: I would be privileged to have her watch my back any day, and I’ll have her back anytime she asks. She is truly gifted and has a high level of understanding when it comes to spiritual healing of all sorts. I’m a firefighter and carpenter, as down to Earth as one can get, and yet, I don’t just believe in this… I know in it.

NOTE: Any comments I make in this account of knowledge about Spirit Release either come directly from Marit, my experiences, or the vast amount of research I have done on this topic.

MY EXPERIENCE PRIOR TO CLEARING:

I must state right away that there is absolutely nothing to fear by proceeding with this process. In fact, it could very well be the dark entities or energies that are imposing their will on you that are the ones promoting that fear. I know because I had some thing(s) do just that to me. I felt fear, anxiety, and a whole range of other negative emotions. I’m not going to go into describing what affected me because I do not want to honor the darkness. Although, it is necessary to acknowledge some of my symptoms to a degree, so you can perhaps identify with them.

Understand that your experience may not be as extreme as mine and my brother’s. Different energies and entities manifest in different ways in different people. I am aware now that a lot of things that went wrong in my life were due to negative influences attempting to fulfill their own agenda. This includes my drug use, behavior patterns that go along with it, and un-characteristic outbursts, actions and emotions. These were some of the less obvious things. It didn’t feel like me, but it was me. Just me, under the influence.

Some other examples are more obvious. Things like direct attacks by and/or confrontations with the entities in your head or on your body. If it’s to the point to where you’re experiencing them, you probably sense that there’s something there, and you might even feel crazy. Basically, my thoughts were clouded, and my emotions distorted or suppressed. I couldn’t find joy any more, and nothing really amused me. It got much worse than that but like I said, I don’t want to honor the darkness.

The worst part for me was that I could plan goals, knew I should be doing something healthy and different, but I just could not act on them for the life of me (not without summoning an extreme amount of inner will).

Throughout the last 13-14 years of my life I tried multiple treatment and rehabilitation facilities, 12-step, and different programs, but none of them could bring me out of addiction and the multitude of consequences that it entails. Rehab would be a quick temporary fix but then (now I realize), once I graduated from the program the energies that were attached to me would eventually come back or begin their work on me again. The high-vibe environment of the facilities would suppress enough of the entities (yes more than one) that were with me while there, enabling me to feel better, but then they would come back, bringing me down once again.

If you or someone you know has been struggling and is yet to overcome drug addiction, I would strongly recommend contacting Marit. Doing this cannot hurt.  I do not believe addiction is a disease in the way modern medicine or 12-Step programs describe it. I do believe that spirit attachments and dark energies or entities are a core issue here. I would know. I went through 13 years of battling drug addiction and this is the one thing that made me feel, almost instantly, how I would feel after two months of hard-earned sobriety. Maybe not entirely, but darn close to it. Now being sober is almost easy.  Due to Marit cleansing my brother and I, I am now very hopeful and confident in my ability to remain clean.

Understandably, this can seem overwhelming and definitely strange to some people who do not understand Spirit Release Therapy and energetic healing. Also, I understand that believing in it can be difficult, especially when you may be yet to have a spiritual experience of your own. Do your homework then. I’m writing this to help people because I know how it feels. I’m not religious but I do believe in light and love, and all I know is that it worked. And yes, it was absolutely noticeable. I will attest that it is absolutely real. Oh boy, is it real.

Just have faith and listen to Marit. She will guide you and aid you. Make note that if there is a dark entity present, communication with Marit may be minimal prior to your cleansing. Do not be insulted by this as there is good reason. For my case, Marit did confide in me briefly so I felt secure but that was it. She needs to protect herself as well. We don’t want to send something her way before she has a chance to set up her routine, right? So just entrust in her. She is an awesome person and will only send light and love your way. She knows what she’s doing.

Again, there is nothing to fear. Marit and the forces of light will prevail. I believe, due to my strong faith in Marit and the forces of good, that it boosted them, resulting in a magnificent healing. You can do this! It’s usually a simple process and it was for me. I knew I needed this. You are loved. I love you. You are of light and love, and light and love are of you. You and Marit will win.

THE CLEARING PROCESS:

This, for me, was the easy part. Marit will do her thing (ask her for details on the strategy, as it is personal). All I had to do was sit, relax, meditate, and clear my mind a bit. Then I took a walk for the latter half of the hour. I could’ve done anything really. Anything healthy, and anything other than try to impose on the process. Marit healed my brother and I remotely (we are on the East Coast of the U.S. and she is on the West) all within an hour’s time. Yes, she is gifted enough to do it clear across the country. Remember, it’s all done energetically. Time and space do not apply as they do here in the physical. Remote healing is certainly possible.

Before I knew it, as I was walking. I started to feel lighter. I began to go faster and faster! Then I felt a sensation much like that when you get off of a treadmill and it feels like you’re still getting propelled forward. So of course I started to jog. Not sure why, but I think it has something to do with a deep sense of newly reinstated freedom. A victory lap if you will.

Right away I started to notice a difference. I began to see more vividly, hear better, and even breath deeper. Other than that, it was some minor tingly sensations around my heart and head. The more intense, better stuff comes later. My brother had similar sensations but some specific ones were different. So I assume this part, the healing, can be somewhat different for everyone, as it is personal. Marit can see with assistance from Spirit what ails you, in order to direct the healing to where it counts. Oh yes, it certainly does count.

THE AFTERMATH – SAME DAY:

This is where the miracle begins to happen. I’ll explain this the best I can. Once Marit was done with her hour-long session she contacted me to let me know she was finished. She advised me on what to expect and what she “saw” — very efficiently and in specific detail I might add.

As the hours passed after the session, I began to notice peculiar and equally awesome changes. The initial ones during the session were great, but then I started to change as a whole. The only way I can describe it is that my perspective changed. I had this overwhelming sense of well-being and a knowledge that I was going to be just fine. Like a dark veil had been lifted. The love came back into my heart and I could feel it growing. I no longer had that fear or anxiety. As a matter of fact, the anxiety I had about the future, and going about changing my life was gone. I found myself chuckling and giggling over nothing.

Everything became better. Music sounded more awesome. I became more interested in simple things. My artistic skills were fine-tuned. And my family was no longer arguing. Actually, they were (and still are) showing a large magnitude of love toward one another, the way it should be.  Truly magnificent is this healing process!

It was at this point I realized the magnitude of impact these dark beings had on me and my loved ones. I believe that spirit and entity attachments are much more common than we are led to, or allow ourselves to believe. Most of the time, they want to be unknown or misunderstood. After all, it’s their objective to remain in the shadows and have the people they’re influencing fulfill their needs without knowing that’s what they’re doing. Someone does not have to spit green bile and have their head spin to be so-called “possessed,” or spiritually compromised. Cunning and conniving they are but not more powerful then we are. And that is why you should seek this help. Because if you even suspect that this is the issue, chances are, in my opinion, it is. Do not fear, you are in good hands.

THE FIRST NIGHT:

This is where most people might describe a literal “miracle” happening. What happened this first night is a direct result of what Marit had guided toward me, with the aid of the light-workers. Here’s what happened:

My brother and I sleep in the same room so communication of our developing experiences was open. As I lay down for bed, still wide awake with excitement, I began to feel direct energy applied to my body. It was here or there in some spots but then it was very strong and obvious in others. It mostly felt like a warm, tingly sensation vibrating really fast. It wasn’t painful but it was a little uncomfortable at times.

Specifically, in my third eye chakra (my forehead) it felt like someone was stitching together the energy that makes up that chakra.  This was very noticeable, and it actually made the muscles in my forehead contract a little. Then there was the truly miraculous instance. I spoke out loud saying, “There is a section of my back where I have pulled it before and I get pain there. Can you heal that for me, please?” Because, at this point I knew there were healers present. I couldn’t see them but I could sure feel them. This part is absolutely true. I have no reason to lie anyway. No more than 10 seconds after saying that, someone came behind me on my bed making it creek and sag a little. It felt like they put their knee on my butt and a hand on my shoulder, pressing me down to the bed. No worries, it was done gently. It was followed by energy vibrating in that spot of my back. My back has felt great since! Thank you, healers! For real… and the whole room smelled like flowers! Yeah, flowers right? Haha! So cool.

My brother had his own experience, most of it directed towards his heart and chest area. I tell you this to give you hope that an experience like this is not something unheard of. Marit can help send the healing that is necessary, to the specific part needed.

This can happen for you. All you have to do is believe and trust Marit, giving her your permission. There is so much more that happened to me but it would take far too much writing to describe it all. I put the time and effort in writing this because I want others to have peace of mind. To help you understand what this is like and that it’s not something taboo, or far out, or “unrealistic.”

I was raised with a great family in a good neighborhood, and yet, this happened to me. Call Marit and do yourself, and your family a favor. God bless, love and light to you.

“Alone we are strong but together we are mighty.”

Winnipeg Sacred Lightbody Workshop

The last weekend in May, I traveled to Winnipeg, Manitoba to teach a two-day workshop on The New Sacred Lightbody Meditation for Now. In the workshop, “Lightbody Activation to Clear, Shift, and Heal,” I passed along the meditation that Metatron has taught me and has asked me to share with others. After understanding this meditation’s roots in sacred geometry, and exploring the activation of ourselves through it, we focused on clearing intrusive energies from ourselves and others and energetic healing once those energies are gone.

I am honored to have been invited to teach this brilliant and joyful group of seven lightworkers, whose talents, passions, and professions include spiritual regression therapy, channeling, energy work, shamanism, teaching, sacred object artistry, and animal telepathy.

If you are interested in learning more about these Sacred Lightbody workshops, please contact me.

Thanks for having me, Winnipeg!

You were the bad guy.

We all want to be “highly evolved souls.” It’s empowering to recall our past lives as High Priestesses or Monks or Medicine Men or Shamans. Those of us who have had these lives, or believe that we must have had these lives, might feel comfortable in our good standing as past healers and teachers and benevolent leaders.

And it’s even easy to have been a victim. Ok, not easy. But, let’s say it’s at least palatable. Many of the past life memories that we carry with us into our current life are unresolved emotional issues from lives in which things did not go so well for us. Memories from these lives become emotional catches that serve us well as we continue to grow and learn in the lives we’ve chosen for this step of our journey. We bring with us, with our souls, the challenges that will serve us most in learning as we continue onward.

So, being a victim? That’s OK in the grand scheme of things. When you meet yourself as a victim, you can find the strength within to stand up strong, forgive those who harmed you, and move forward, free of the bonds and the baggage of having been egregiously wronged and primally wounded by someone else.

Because at least you weren’t the bad guy.

But the thing is: you were the bad guy.

At some point in your evolution as a soul, you were the bad guy. Or if you have just begun your journey as a soul and you haven’t been the bad guy yet — just to give you the heads up — you will be.

In our journey from lifetime to lifetime as a human, we sign up to learn all there is to know about being human. Let’s take love as an example subject. In our study of love we learn about all expressions of love: passionate love, familial love, platonic love, teacher-protégé love. Love of possessions. Love of status. Love of money. Love of power. Love of pain.

Are all these love? Are they all positive?

Then, to fully understand the emotion, we also learn, first hand, about all the expressions of the opposite of love. That means what it feels like to not be loved, and, also, what it feels like to not love.

To “not love.” That is an interesting something in and of itself. The idea alone has so many extensions that it may take lifetimes to explore and understand it fully. Is hatred not love? Yes. And so is oppression. And cruelty. And abuse. And bigotry. And prejudgment. And on and on and on.

In the process of learning “not love” to better understand love, we explore deeply. This means that we choose, for the highest good, to be the object of “not love.” It also means, as hard as this may be to swallow, that we choose to be the giver of “not love.” We raise our hands, compassionately, to go forth as both the victim and the perpetrator.

When we plan our lives, we work with all the other souls we will encounter to continue our journey in conjunct and cooperation with them. We consider cause and effect and balance and shift on a local and, sometimes, even a global scale. We consider what there is to learn and what there is to teach. We consider the greatest good. We consider the big picture. And sometimes, we come to learn, it is for the highest good for us to take on the role of the bad guy.

In one of my own experiences, I pulled the veil off a past life in which I was both a victim and a perpetrator.

I was a boy, born to a poor family in Saxon lands — the youngest after five sisters. My father was a drunk. My mother was hard-working but couldn’t keep up, and she resented my father for continually getting her pregnant, for forcing himself on her even though she knew that they could not feed another baby. We did not have enough to eat. My mother loved me and saw me as hope for our family, as someone who could help work, and who would become the man that my father never was.

My father resented me for the hope I instilled in my mother and sisters, so he brutally beat me. Any time I did something well, he battered me. Any time I failed, he punished me. I could do nothing, either well or not, without facing his fists. And when he was done with me, he beat my mother and sisters. And so, when I was old enough, I ran away. I left my family. I told myself my leaving would be better for them. Really, though, I knew that I was abandoning them. To save myself, I felt I had no choice.

I joined the Saxon army and became a good fighter. With food to nourish me, I became strong. And I also became ruthless. I fought well, moving up the ranks and gaining the respect of my brothers. I was a good fighter, yes, but I was not a good man. I raped and pillaged with the rest of them. I killed easily and kept killing when the killing time was over.

Years later, I returned to my home. I found my mother sick and weary and all but one of my sisters gone, married off to men they didn’t love for money. And I found my father, a drunk bully still, ready to show me who was boss. And so, in one fell swoop, I unsheathed my sword, stepped gracefully off my horse, and stabbed him right through the heart.

My mother and sister screamed. I turned to them, surprised, wondering why they would be upset that I freed them from their tyrant. There was no room for confusion or compassion in my heart, though. I did the only thing I knew how to do. Kill.

I looked at them with that which I thought was love and nodded, “You are free now.” I gave them a purse of gold coins. Then I turned to my men and ordered that they tie my father to the back of my horse. I mounted and rode off, as fast as I could, to a cliff, where I tossed the broken body over to serve as food for the vultures. My work was done.

I lived out the rest of my days as a brutal soldier, and ultimately died in battle, feeling wronged by the gods.

During the healing transformation of this life, I was taken to the time of planning in Spirit Realm before my incarnation as the Saxon. There I witnessed the presentation of the choice I had been given. Plan A and Plan B.

Plan A was the life that I just shared with you.

Plan B showed me being born to a loving mother and sober, hard-working father. I grew up enjoying a modest life. I still became a soldier, but only because it was my duty. I resented fighting. I fell in love with a sweet girl, but we were never to marry. I died as a not-very-good fighter in a battle far from home.

What was clear was that the nicer of the two lives, the one in which I was less fiendish, left work on the table. Not just for my soul, but for all the other people I came into contact with during that life. In Plan B, I did not learn what resentment and hatred felt like, either on the receiving or the giving end. My father did not learn what it meant to know alcoholism, anger, and abuse, nor to die at the hands of his own son. My mother didn’t learn what it meant to be raped by her husband, or to suffer, physically and emotionally, at his hands. Those whom I raped and maimed and tortured did not learn what it meant to experience all of this “not love.”

In that planning room, I understood all this. Then, though I knew it would be a challenging undertaking, I chose Plan A. I signed up for the hard work, willingly, and agreed to be both the victim and the perpetrator in what we humans would classify as a pretty tragic life, not only so that I would learn more as a soul, but so that all the others would too.

I asked for forgiveness from all those I harmed. They gave it, freely and with love. And yes, I forgave my father. I knew that this was simply the role he played to help me grow and learn. His soul wore a mask. Underneath was light and love and a willingness to do what was hard so that he and others, including me, could learn. I saw his mask, and I saw my own. And so I forgave myself too.

Yes, there is free will. And yes, there are people who make choices on the personality level that are harmful to others. But even these cases, on a greater spiritual level, are learning experiences — in real time and upon review. No soul is bad.

The soul, every soul, is love. Even the dark is light. Even the hard is beautiful. Even the most dire, ultimately, is an expression and an opportunity for love.

If, or likely, when, during past life regression work or energy healing, you meet yourself as an unsavory character — as the tyrant or killer or rapist or generally not-nice-person, please do not be quick to judge. First of all, keep in mind that there is no black and white. Life is complicated. Take my Saxon self for example. Would I have been a heartless killer had I not been abused my whole life? Probably not. But more, understand that we all play different roles in different lives. We do this for ourselves and for each other. We do this in love and for love. And we do this voluntarily.

It is simply not true that more “highly evolved” souls are simply too bright to play our world’s villains. Perhaps, I pose, in many cases, it is the strongest among us who love big enough and true enough to take on these roles so that we all might learn.

What if?

Our challenge, as humans, is to see darkness and pain with as much love as with which we regard beauty and peace.

To consider this takes a shift of perspective and an inherent trust in love. The compassion that would result, though, might just change the world.

At the very least, understanding that each of us has been and has the potential to be the bad guy will open our hearts to forgiveness. Stepping back and seeing the bigger picture may help us forgive those who have hurt us, giving us the ability to let go and move on. What’s more, it may be exactly what we need to do what is often harder: forgive ourselves.